Friday, June 26, 2015

In Marvin's words, "What's going on?"

France, Tunisia, Kuwait...my heart is hurting for our world. Feeling like I need to help, but I don't know what I can do besides be and teach compassion, tolerance and love. It just doesn't feel like enough right now.

We need his music and wisdom to help us heal.

https://youtu.be/jzPA-FrVu3I

Thursday, June 25, 2015

The Readenest Child You Ever Did See…”

"The Readenest Child You Ever Did See…”

“The readnesest child you ever did see,”
Just the opposite of the she that was me.

“Silent reading time,” Mrs. Butler would say,
The favorite part of many of my fellow third-graders’ day.

But not mine.

For me, reading meant racing the others to see
Who would be,
The Pages Read (red) champion, never me.

A slow reader I was, kind of killed the reading buzz
Because
I thought I was inferior
Because my reading log numbers weren’t superior.

Little did I know,
It was interest, not skill
That delayed my completion
of getting that log to fill.
Not my lack of speed,
That kept me from wanting to read.

Though books were a plenty,
None starred little brown girls
With ebony, kinky curls,
barrettes and bows,
and a fear of ashy elbows.

No heroines for me
To see me on the page,
So my natural response
Was to stay off the reading stage.

Until,
Until many years later with professors
and friends
and roommates
and sorors
awakened my being to all the
Little Ruby Bridges,
The Maya Angelou’s.

Langston’s telling verses made Harlem come alive and
Zora Neal Hurston made my eyes want to watch God.
While Baldwin gave me something to go tell on the mountain,
Ntozake Shange told me the rainbow was enough so considering anything else would not do.

“The readenest child you ever did see,”
Became the readenest, writingest, teachingest truly grown woman, you ever did see.
‘Cause finally, I could see me.


*Inspired by Lou Heck’s Demonstration, Mining of Nuggets. This quote was captured and posted by another student, made ready for the taking!

Monday, June 22, 2015

Cheers to New Beginnings: Back to School

The “just right” outfit picked out; comfortable, cute and “appropriate” for professional company. Backpack ready with new pens and a clean journal.Lunch and snack packed in the sack that’s become comforting. Jif PB & Welch’s J, just like third grade. The only difference is that I, not my mother, packed it, in the home I own, leaving my own children behind as I walk out the door for my first day of school. Feeling the need to “rep” the real me in tandem with the me I want to be.
Backpack on, head up, comfy shoes, steady gait, walking tracker set (recording the mileage and calories for posterity). Five weeks of one-mile-each-way-walks in the hope of becoming a better me: a better teacher, better writer, better human.
Nostalgia’s gentle breeze takes me back over 20 years when I last walked to school, analyzing blowing leaves, locating that sound in the bushes and noting property markers with each step. Sunlight growing as shade fades, even at 8 am. In it all, excitement and nerves grow conjoined. Climbing the University stairs, felt like coming home. I am supposed to be in proverbial ivory towers pondering difficult questions and pushing myself intellectually.
When reluctantly responding to the inevitable, “What are your summer plans,” question and my “Going back to school,” response left many speechless and baffled, I felt no need to justify myself. No, I need no more letters behind my name. No, I won’t get a raise or promotion. With all due respect, what type of teacher would I be if I ceased to be a learner? How can I deny my spirit the cleansing push it’s longing for? How can I close the door on what might be beyond the University doors?
No amount of sand between my toes, poolside naps or daytime TV can feed my soul the way writing and learning can. (Plus, I can do all of that after school. So to new beginnings, I say, Count Me In!

What new beginning is waiting for you?